You know you have an amazing boyfriend when ..

.. you are having the bitchiest day ever and all you want to do is explode at someone (namely him even tho he's not at fault), and when he sees you, he gives you a kiss on the forehead and surprises you with your favourite dessert.

<3 you

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You know you have a good boyfriend when ..
.. he tells you everyday that you're beautiful
.. he always drives you home, even if you're in the opposite direction or out of the way
.. he surprises you with your favourite dessert after a miserable day at work
.. he lets you drain his phone battery playing games
.. he lets you rant about your day even though his day was 10x worse
.. he always makes sure your needs are taken care of before his
.. he lets you take the first bite of a donut and the first sip of coffee
.. he waits patiently for you even when you're the one who's making both of you late
.. he somehow sees the silver lining in the worst possible situation
.. he goes out of his way to take you to your favourite restaurant
.. to be continued ..

You know you have an amazing boyfriend when ..
.. all of the above

<3 you
:)

Amaaaazing weekend. He surprised (well, almost surprised) me with a weekend out of the city. Had a great time!!

Thanks hunnie .. love you :)

Got flowers sent to the office .. I was at someone's desk and K wanders over and and points to my desk. I'm confused because I can't see and when I look over, there's a small gaggle of people around my desk and I realize there's a HUGE vase of flowers inside!! They're absolutely gorgeous and I went bright red.

He's the sweetest guy ever .. Happy anniversary hunnie!! Love you :)

I heart you :)

The bf and I hit up the beach today. It was an absolutely gorgeous day out. The sun was out, a few clouds in the sky, and there was a light breeze. The beach wasn't packed and there lots of happy people out.

We sat on the rocks for a while and chatted. I could sit there all day long and still have a wonderful time. Looking out into the beautiful lake, it's one of those images you could think of when you're at work and looking at the window and wish you were at.

Being with him at the beach made my day. Thanks hun :)

Venting

I cried in the shower today. I was completely emo all of a sudden and I can't figure out why.

I was hoping to take Dad to FS today to look at tv's. Here's our conversation from this morning:
Me: "Hey Dad, you want to go to Future Shop?"
Dad: "For what"
Me: "To .. go look at electronics"
Dad: "[pause] No."

I fail to understand why he is so reserved, so unwilling. I stalked out of the kitchen, keeping my anger to myself, my fists balled up. The second my feet hit the shower floor, I cried. I don't think it's just that .. I'm used to lack of interest from him, the silence when I say I'm going out with my "friend" (read: boyfriend).

Last nite I went to a wedding reception. The bf was one of the groomsman and the reception was wonderful. Keeping tradition, the single ladies were called up to catch the bouquet. Some idiot (read: the emcee) called my name out and I hauled myself to the back of the mob jockeying for position. Don't get me wrong - eventually I'd like to get married and pop out some kids, but not right now. I looked up at the bf who was sitting at the head table and he was mouthing "noooo" and waving his hands as if to say "don't you dare catch it!". I smiled and stood at the back with arms crossed as one of the bridesmaids caught the bouquet. Standing in the shower with my thoughts clouded and recalling the night's events, was he trying to say, "noo I don't want to marry you" or "noo I don't love you that much"? I know it's a silly thought but when tears are streaming down your face, you think of anything. I love him to death but doubt he has the courage to stand up to his parents and marry someone outside of his culture. I have already and faced the silent beatings. I don't want him to suffer through the misery I did for him, but at the same time I do because I hope he is willing to do the same for me.

I'd like to say it's in God's hands but since I'm not religious, it is in my hands. And I don't know what to do. All I know is that I love him.

There's something kind of cool about kissing your sweaty hockey player boyfriend .. heehee .. don't ask.

I heart him :)

My bf is awesome

He got me flowers for our monthly anniversary. So sweet. One of the ga-jillion reasons why I love him .. :)